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Cooking with Children: writing prompts and chocolate fridge cake

Take one plump child.
Set the oven to 200° C / Gas mark 6.
I know. It’s an old gag. But family and close friends know I am not equipped with the maternal gene. I never wanted my own children and as the years go by I’m still pleased with my childless state. I’m particularly averse to babies. Apart from holding new born family members and writing a poem to celebrate their arrival into the world I’ve managed to keep a distance from the whole birthing, feeding, defecating, crying and screaming side of things.

I remember the first time I looked after my step-granddaughter. Her mother had a heavy week of OFSTED inspections at her school in north London so could we have Summer to stay at our house in Kent? She was a few months past her third birthday and, mercifully, well beyond the nappy stage, but the idea of being responsible for a young child for a whole week filled me with dread. Not just the responsibility of mealtimes and bath-times and bedtimes but the anticipated boredom too.

At the end of that week I wrote my first poem for her.


Awakening

When the child comes, she rouses them,
all the never-borns, the never-will-be-borns
I never missed or wanted:
busy feet tamp across wooden boards,
scurries of handprints challenge the walls,

and I move in patterns I haven’t known –
trapping her weight against my hip,
remembering not to heat her plate,
side-stepping with precision
a torn McDonald’s crown,
a bear’s sweater discarded on the stairs.

Her hand’s a small island
on the flesh of my face. Her heat
creeps through my skin when I comfort her
in the hours before dawn.

The first night the house is empty of her
I start awake to a muster of footsteps
outside my door, cries.



It is not only blood that bind us to one another. But how to articulate what it is; that connection we can suddenly make with people of any age?

I know it wasn’t her vulnerability, or my responsibility for her safety, or her dependence on me, although they must have played some part in my emotional response. But it felt like something more shared. She added a dimension to my life even though she would have been completely unaware of it at that time. My life expanded because I got to know her.


‘Who are you?’ she asked my reflection one day when she was about five.
We were both standing in front of the bathroom mirror cleaning our teeth.
‘What do you mean?’
‘Well, you’re not my Nanny.’
‘Strictly speaking, no.’
‘And you’re not my aunty.’
‘No.’
‘So who are you?’
‘Who do you think I am?’ I asked her.
She stared into the mirror again.
‘I think you’re my best friend,’ she said.

This morning, in my kitchen in France, she is making chocolate fridge cake with me.

Before she arrived I was a little uneasy about what to expect. She turned 16 last month and I also lack another gene that enables understanding and tolerance of teenage behaviour. And with me living in France and her at boarding school in the UK we haven’t spent any real time with each during the last year.

And there have been a few moments during the last week when I have felt as if I am getting to know her all over again: as she tests out different identities, strikes a pose, as moods slip through her. But all these things seem incidental to the person she is at her core, the core that still reveals itself in her smile, the way she still hugs me as tight as a glove,  reminders of who she was already becoming at the age of three.


Hungry Writing Prompts
  • Write about the distance between two people.
  • Write about feeling responsible.
  • Write about footsteps outside your door.
  • Write about a reflection in a mirror.
  • Write about knowing someone and not knowing someone.

Chocolate Fridge Cake

400 ml sweetened condensed milk
400 gr of cooking chocolate (I use half dark and half milk)
100 gr butter
300 gr Digestive Biscuits


  • Melt the milk, butter and chocolate in a large non-stick pan on a very low heat.
  • Crush the biscuits roughly into various sizes into the pan.
  • Mix until the chocolate covers the crushed biscuits.
  • Pour into the flat baking tray or cake tin previously lined with grease proof paper or cling film.
  • Allow to cool then refrigerate for at least two to three hours.
  • Once the chocolate has hardened it can be cut and served.

Variations
  • Add a handful of raisins, sultanas, cranberries, chopped unsalted nuts or seeds to the mix at the same time as adding the biscuits.
  • After letting the cake set, slowly melt 200gr of white chocolate and pour over the top. Leave to set fully in the fridge. When you turn the cake out the white chocolate will form the base.

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